无言

这个星期你对我的不闻不问我觉得有点beh tahan

只好写部落格发泄我的心情

可能是你考试压力大

好的我不烦你

我只好忍咯

做了这个选择已经预了有酱的结果

我不能做些什么

只好默默的承受

默默的在emo

你总是叫我不要想太多

而我总是会很配合的说声好

但是对不起

我做不到

女人是多心的动物

想太多是我们的本性

老实说

我每次都会想很多

而且每次都想到很坏的地步

=/

我很想你快快可以给我答案

给我我想要的答案

但是我又很怕有那么一天的到来

我到底想怎样呢？

矛盾!

*cry*

mummy went out for karaoke session with all her aunty friends

daddy went to penang for some business stuff

didi went to KL caz got donno wat talk for further study

so

alone at home now

donno why suddenly attacked by those EMO virus

i m so so so emo right now!

feel like many things crossing in my mind

but i donno wat i m thinking now

what happen to me?

huhu

most suffer thing is have to study in such condition

what i m studying really cant enter my brain but i still have to move on if not i sure cant fin in time!

DAMN

will be going back to malacca 2ml

don wan back but oso need to go back

final will start on tuesday!

suddenly got an idea

and make me wana ask:" who can represent me sit for the final?"

so that i no need study for it!

haha

what a stupid thinking

=/

wake up lo shu shu teng!

hope hope hope

hope 2ml will be a better day for me!

失落感

从你妹妹的部落格中得知你有了新女友

突然有种莫名失落的感觉涌上心头

虽然已经分开有一年多

不过还是有种很难解释的感觉

很想知道那个女孩子长得怎样

很想知道你们是怎样开始

很想知道她对你好不好

很想知道她有什么比我好

很想知道很多很多关于你和她的东西

这样代表了什么？

意识着什么？

我是还没放下你吗？

我只是关心你这个熟悉的陌生人吗？

还是这是正常的呢？

。

。

。

。

。

我想我只是在关心你这位‘好朋友’吧！

但愿如此

=)

done

last presenatation was done on thursday

numerical assignment and lab report also settle by friday morning

so i wana shout out ' done done done done'

all the assignment presentation and report were done!

now just have to wait for my final

hehehehe

will have 1 week of the study week

suprisingly i did not plan to back ipoh

i will stay in melacca in the coming study week

will take the 1st few days to relax then will start work hard after that

i wan to fight for my final as if i stil wan keep inside the dean list

i believe that this sem result gonna drop again but i hope i can get pointer 3.5

god bless me!

p/s: will have industrial talk 2ml morning but yet i still here blogging and FB'ing...hope i will not fishing in the talk but its quite hard!haha

presentation week

just done 1 presentation 2day

wore baju kebaya for 2day presentation

all my malay coursemate say me lawa and even the clean toilet punya aunty

they say me more ayu then real malay

they say me look like puteri Hang Li Po

LOL

XD

thanks all the ppl who praise me

make me got 'an shuang' yi xia

keke

stil got 1 more presentation waiting me

i can relax abit after tat

waiting that moment to come!

gambateh~

p/s:will wear baju kurung for my next presentation...=)

oh no!

又回到这个不愿意回来的地方
压力多到难以形容的地方
开学的第一天已经有一个测验等着我去把它‘吃’掉
不过我觉得是教授布的局
要它把我们吃掉
刚从假期回来
有谁会有心情去理会那些有的没的测验
my holiday mood stil on man!

assignment 也一个个找上门来
5-6 个assignment要在3个礼拜之内完成
我能做到吗？
还要去练舞
做中秋晚会的东西
是否能给我一天48个小时？
=S

明天还有2个quiz要考
没有心情去温习
该怎么办？
一个字
死！

T.T

爱

"在对的时间
错过对的人"

你是否有如此的遭遇呢？
感受会是如何？

我知道不会是好的感受
只能感叹这就是命运啊！
好好加油吧！
更好的东西在前方等着你！
=D